i dont want to go back to connecticut.
at all.
at alllll.
i want to see my family, and i want to see my friends, but I DO NOT want to be in that state.
i fucking get this knot in my stomach everytime i think about it.
i get a knot in my stomach everytime i even leave boston to go up north, or where ever.
fuck - and being gone for a month.
shit.

in other news, my birthday is soon.
19... rad...

and in other other news,
i forgot. shit. seemed like it was important.

(5 minutes later)
THATS RIGHT.
i basically failed all my classes. thats right failed.
though, im getting like an A - in my drawing intensive class...
haha, i cant believe im doing this bad.
i think it's because i chose not to do anything.
but i really wanted to.
i'll just blame it on my adhd.
but next sem i'm going to do amazing.
i cant believe i wasted this sem though. FUCK.